Friday, July 11, 2014

D is for discouraged


D is for discouraged today.  I was watching Cake Boss while I was having my coffee yesterday and they were making a beautiful Moroccan theme cake this morning: jewel tones, gold line work and quilted fondant.  It was incredibly beautiful so I thought I would try to make jewelled "D".  The pencil work looked pretty good so I grabbed my coloring tools (gold sharpie, gold prismacolor pencil, Pitt artist pen and watercolors) started working on completing it.  I like the effect of the gold sharpie, but it quickly fell apart for me after that.  My gold line work inside the shapes looks like a first grader did it and when I tried to create the illusion of quilting I ended up with a soggy mess (from trying to add color over color) in the same color of blue that I swear every one of my cards has.  Why can't I get away from that blue!  

Anyway, this is ICAD and the point to do something creative every day.  So I did that, but I don't love it.  But in the spirit of ICAD I posted it the the Flickr group anyway.  This morning I'm in Flagstaff and I brought my creative tools with me, but I am having trouble getting motivated to pick them up. It didn't help when I looked at the Flickr group this morning and it seemed like every new card posted since yesterday was a beautiful detailed drawing, obviously done by people with real talent.

I know, I know....the whole point of Discovering Doreen is to develop that talent through practice. And I even made a comment of agreement on someone else's card whose card read "Comparison is the Thief of Joy".  I wasn't going to judge myself by other people's work during this ICAD project. But I guess it's human nature to do that.  So I'm going to push past that right now, pick up my Pitt artist pen and doodle a D right now.  Here I go...getting back on the horse that threw me!

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